I gave you much longer than when you said you'd talk to me. That was all I wanted you to do. I just wanted you to talk to me for once, for you to message me and explain to me, and actually try to help mend things back together. I've told you a million times that I want to be really good friends, and I want to build our relationship to at least have a healthy friendship again, although you seem completely convinced that there was a friendship to preserve in the first place.
There isn't. And there hasn't been for about three years. That is where the major problem lies, the problem that you don't see. I do believe that friendship is partly built on communication, and I do see where you come from that a friendship can stay healthy even if there hasn't been any communication for a while. But I'll tell you again: there was no relationship to begin with.
And you ruined the last chance. You ruined my patience, my calmness, my ability to forget by building over with love and kindness. No. You made me into an enemy, now. And I'm very angry with you, and I'll continue to be angry with you until I forget you altogether. I will never talk to you again, and even if you come to pity me or whatever emotion you seem to feel, I will no longer care. I mean it when I say I'm not talking to you anymore.
I drew Aradia, a character from Homestuck, just for you. I know you hate Homestuck. While you may be oblivious to this, I love Aradia, and I have a special connection to this fictional character since she is someone I can relate to. While Aradia is always sad in her dead, ghost format, I made her smile, because there is something else that you did.
You gave me hope to forget. I wanted to forget with love, but now I will have to forget with hate. Eventually, I will let you go, and I'll learn to smile again, having those memories lifted away from me. Even when things don't look up. And I'll be myself again, lifted from this horrible curse of wanting to be your friend.
And I can give a loving, heartwarming smile, having moved on from it all.
Four years we have known each other have been wonderful, and I will love those memories, even if you're in them. But the last three years were a waste of my time. And I was being serious when I said that I wasn't going to take it anymore.
So... With all the respect I can give, I can say...
No only is the picture amazing, but the writing was... moving. Even if it was a message (as in, not specifically written for people to read and comment on whether they liked it or not), it was still beautifully written.
It's just a bit of venting, I suppose, and also a last message for someone. I did put some effort and passion into both the message and the artwork, so I'm glad you see both!
So this is from Homestuck? If that the case I need to check that out.
Yep. You won't see this character until you get way into the comic, though. Well worth the read, however. I love every moment in the story : D
No only is the picture amazing, but the writing was... moving. Even if it was a message (as in, not specifically written for people to read and comment on whether they liked it or not), it was still beautifully written.
It's just a bit of venting, I suppose, and also a last message for someone. I did put some effort and passion into both the message and the artwork, so I'm glad you see both!
And thanks again. Really, it means a lot.
I know how it feels to just want to forget.